homesick sweet home

today i bought lolita (the novel). it's so dreamy so far, and i'm really looking forward to reading more and more. have you read it before? i moved to townsville yesterday, and half of my belongings are still with my parents which include my books, perfumes and documents (plus other bits and bobs). i honestly don't know if i'll be staying here for long. i feel sick in my belly. maybe just need some adjustments made. i'm not sure if i want to. i took a roll of film in to get developed and picking it up at half four. hopefully it turned out with some photos i like. i'm still upset about my damaged roll, so many good things were shot! oh well. i'm waiting for my sister to get home from picking up my nephew from school and hand me my frozen raspberry. the good thing about living in a humid climate is you never have to worry about dry skin. not me anyway. i honestly don't even want to be here right now. i just want to go in the mountains in a hut and seclude myself from society for awhile. keeping myself busy with a darkroom and baby cats and baby to play with. i miss more familiar faces. miss that good company that could make me feel better, and make me feel sooky too.. i do get sooky i know. and now i don't know what to do. maybe it's the exhaustion talking. mixed with dehydration. lack of motivation. hate feeling that way. i'll cease. happy monday all, have a great week.

6 comments:

  1. I has Lolita!!! I have to read it and do an assignment on it for my Sexuality class this term!

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  2. oh wow, that's awesome! i think? haha. have you read it all yet?

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  3. I've never read Lolita. The plot has always kind of creeped me out, haha... But I hope you keep enjoying it, I've heard the writing is very good. (I just can't get past the mental block!)

    Aww, you should fix yourself I nice, tall glass of cool water, drink it all and then settle down for a catnap. :)

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  4. haha i know i felt the same too when i first heard about the plot.. i wanted to watch the film but i like to try get the book version of things done first. but yeah, i decided i'd give it a try because i've heard a lot of good reviews about the writing, like you said it's written good and beautifully. and yeah, after reading a few chapters you can sorta.. sympathise with it? haha. i don't know how to explain it but it's good so far :)

    that advice is so good right now, i am downing me a bottle of water, about to get lunch and then i will hopefully have a nice catnap :)

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